Rural Utopias Residency: Tina Stefanou in Carnamah #1
Tina Stefanou is currently working with the community of Carnamah. This residency forms part of one of Spaced’s current programs, Rural Utopias.
Here, Tina shares an update from Carnamah.
Field noting with Lou Cole and Tina Stefanou. August-Sept, 2022:
Driving on red gravel roads in the Wild Flower West, Lou an emerging community-arts producer and Tina an emerging artist connect over living in fibro homes, family stories of factory work, and the murky waters of large-scale farming. They are also soaking up the temporary power of wildflowers, only grown in this region; these rare minor blooms provide relief from agribusiness landscapes. The following is a loose bundle of reflections and stories.
*the car radio is quietly playing commentary from New Zealand
Lou: Look look! Over there! A small splash of colour amongst the small native bush. It’s a Donkey Orchid! It’s only taken me ten years to finally see a wildflower!
Arriving in the North Midlands, the majority of my work has been seasonal, and heavily linked to farming (shearing sheds in particular) and agriculture.
Rise before the sun
Prepare a decent lunch, and carry water
Long days of fresh air and seductive rays
The never-ending waving of arms
“Shoofly!”
Return at dark again
I always make sure I know how far I am from the nearest shop just in case I get a chance to pick up and refresh the stocks.
As long as I keep a decent supply of:
Noodles
Canned tuna
Tea bags
Long-life milk
When you are so far away from so-called “civilization” most other things are a luxury.
When I first encountered the wildflowers, I thought I was looking at snow. White Everlastings carpeted the ground for kilometres and kilometres. There for a moment, gone again, just as the snow evaporates.
Today, we may have taken a couple of wrong turns, but we finally found the infamous Wreath Flower. Fully formed and blooming. A small triumph.
*Tina starts clapping
Tina: How do I approach the truck divers? A local shared with me that even the small arts community space in town can feel exclusive.
*A voice appears on the two-way radio, its channel 40. “Sue, can you tell Martin to close the gate.”
Tina: Canola! Liquid gold. My eyes hurt.
Lou: The rolling burn of yellow. Money sure does grow in paddocks around here.
You should look at the statistics on how many millionaires live in this area.
How poor is poor? How rich is rich?
*Lou begins to reflect on her question as she checks the rearview mirror
Are you going without the things you normally have?
Like your phone? Food? Electricity? Internet?
Is your struggle one where you’ve got car problems?
Or not having a car? More likely, not having a license?
Is poverty affecting the way you think about money?
Have you had to make life changes to adapt to poverty?
Maybe you don’t have money, to begin with?
Each one of us takes away a different Taonga (treasure) from what we experience.
I think it is important that we take time to understand other people’s situations, and the enormity of their problems, we need to see it from their shoes or hands or eyes or ears or hooves.
*Tina nods three times
Hardships were never ending in my family, no housing, no car, no electricity, and little to no food. These were regularly occurring events growing up.
Coming to Australia is a huge cycle breaker for those of us that make the sacrifice of leaving behind all we know, and the things we love the most.
Struggling was the way we survived. It’s not easy when the average, yearly household income in your suburb is $18,000. When statistics are stacked against you, the narrative that applies to you is you’ll always be stuck in this cycle of crime, poverty, and abuse.
You put more effort into striving for excellence, always finding a solution, and you step into a state of fearlessness. You realise you have nothing to lose. The only way is forward or….
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